my beloved dog dog 22 aug 2006

today afternoon get phone call from my dad, say the dog dog (the dog name) has pass away this morning in clinic, heart felt so pain, as i cant do anything, cant even pamper her for last time, i was hoping i could pamper her again when i come back this september, may her soul rest well...
she been with our family quite sometimes, its like part of our family, still can remember her crazy and funnny atitude, i like to play with her when i go back miri, most of the times i like to bully her, then her mom will come to rescue, guess her mom will be very sad of losing her daughter...
i try to control my tears in office when received the news, but i cry out when at home writing this blog, only tears told me how much i love my dog dog, looking back, everytime i come back miri she remember me, wanted me to pamper her, i just dint spend much time with her...
everyone in life come and goes, only memories remains, the memories make us remember them, only when they are gone then only u know how much they mean to u, by that time its too late, u cant spend time with them anymore, only tears told u how much they meant to u, told u how much u regret dint spend every moment u had with them, told u dint appreciate them when they r still there...
for me there is nothing important than spending every moment with someone i love very much...